The Unsettled.

                                              

 

 Yes! What I feel is Correct.

 No! What you are feeling is wrong.

Yes! What I think is Correct. 

No! What you are thinking is wrong. 

That's an ongoing debate, we never win each other and we never accept each other. But, there will be a one fine day where what you feel and what I think would definitely be the same and that's what I call it as a magic, hardly seen though. The problem is, I try to protect you and you try to protect me, but we don't go good. -- Says mind to heart. 

I feel that I'm sick today. No you're not! That's just your feeling. You're fine. 

See, heart never gets a freedom to express, most of the time it should follow what the mind says. Then, heart feels congested like living in a four tiled room where you can't even breathe. 

That's okay not a problem. You'll be fine later. 

Silence! 

Why so silent? Speak something! feel something! You can't be that calm.

Now, I'm flabbergasted. (No one uses such word just to express surprised). BUT I USE, BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE USING IT.

Uh, understood. You've got all the freedom to use my little boy.

You're thinking just because of me, cos I pump the blood to you and that's the only reason you're living active. You should listen to me, not I.

Relax mate, All I wanna say is...

Enough! If you don't let me to express what I have inside and prove it correct, when will I get trust on my guts?

Guts? See guts is something else which only you can define it better than me. I'm not telling what all you feel isn't correct. But in a few cases I'm just trying to help you out. I respect you and I always do listen to you. It's my responsibility not to hurt you. 

You are a gamer. You let me feel first, and say not to feel. 

Yes, I might be a gamer but I play for you. I'm a little partial to you my friend.  I might let you feel sometimes first, but that's your choice to continue or stick to it.

I'm not convinced. 

Alright!

Lemme tell you something.

You might be good at something, and I might be good at something. If we take our neighbors, our leggie can't think like me or feel like you until we ask him to feel so. Our nosee can't smell without my response. And the handie can't do any action unless we allow him to do so. 

We are the assets of a well designed human body. Yes, it's hard to have the same opinion on any situations that you or I face, but yes, one fine day, we become one feel good thought. Trust me. And I'm really waiting for that magic. Don't you?

I knew it! I knew it that you always help me do good but with a hidden reason. But the mixed hard feelings sometimes won't accept listening to you coz it hurts. 

Just close your eyes...

Wha..

Please, just close your eyes. 

Ok.

Just say 1 answer for all the questions that I ask you now. Just Yes or No. 

Shoot!

You want to be happy forever, not just now. You want to smile always and make others smile. You want to have a better life than now. And..You just want to be you and you'd want others to accept just the way you are but not as morphed. Don't you feel this my sweet heart?

Yes. 

That's it! I'm not trying to dominate you. I'm just trying to make you safer than now, better than now and better ever. And, I always respect you, I care you and I respect every feeling that you feel. I might trouble you now, but one fine day, we'll be on the same page. 

I..I..I...I..........th....thi....think....I'm I'm..I'm c...c...c....c....convinced.

Thank heart! Well, glad. I'm not telling you all these to convince you my sweet heart. Coz I own you. 

Human outside say that do what you (heart) say but never do what I(mind) say. That's just a stereotype. Who the cup knows that we do talk to each other? We'll be in a healthy conversation when human really believes that he's a human and who wants to do the right thing at right time. 

Don't worry mate. I'm there for you till the time you beat. 

I don't want to thank you, but yeah. Thanks.

Haha! That's why I like you! Let me not think on anything for a few hours and don't feel anything till I'm active, let our body take rest for sometime, people call it sleep.

 Yeah, see you pal. We should be settled one fine day. But for now, we are the unsettled.

                                      

Sarath Koundinya

-An unknown to the world