Negative

I used to cry when I saw a camera which was on the top shelf. I was a kid, couldn't climb so high to get it in my hands. Tried, but vexed. But when I saw someone who's tall enough, used to start crying much louder pointing my finger at the cam. "Elders never gave the cam to the younger ones".

I never used to get this point. My idiotic thought in my mind was, "be it aged or be it me, everyone will use the same finger to click it, is that my finger has a weird shape as they aren't allowing me to?" Stupid thought though. But it's strange when people give reason-less orders.



Alright! Let's not blame the aged any more, coz my mom is sitting beside me.("aged are angels!" just kidding, true though)

Out of curiosity, I used to play with a camera without a reel. Kachak! Kachak! Kachak! Some times I used to play with a negative (camera roll) of it. Negatives(camera rolls), we hardly see it now(Sorry, im talking about the negative(camera roll) from which they develop photos.). I used to hold it under the sunlight and see different colors. That was a piece of sheet. Now with people, its a piece of sh**.I wish I have a color blindness to avoid capturing all the colors at once.

Its an eye treat with both developed photo view and the negative view, but everyone choose to have the developed one as it gives a clear picture and attracts (we say photogenic).

Okay, why do people smile infront of every one?|
Why do they behave odd when there is none?
Why do people talk close in front of others?
Why do people talk nothing when they are only two?
Why do people suggest infront of a group?
Why don't they own it if they are alone?
Why do people help when they are alone?
Why do they don't react among the group?
More questions, more issues.

By the way, we know the quality of both negative and the developed photo. The negative will be only one, which is an inner quality, people usually forget. Developed photo is a Photoshopped character, it turns blue, black, white, sepia and all the butterfly colors based on their choice.

But, don't know why people like the outfit even though the original is still good inside.


                               


Being polite. When you don't like any situation, where hulk is fighting and roaring inside you, but you have a smile on your face infront of someone and say it as "Politeness". I don't see any logic in it, accepting the Negative by keeping your Negative (the other you) inside.

Suppose, when you're late to your office and your boss asked you "why you're late?". You say, "Got stuck in a traffic", "Met with an accident"or some other reason. When someone at your home asks you, why you're not still employed? why you did that? why you did this? and few more odd questions.

And now the suggestion campaign starts saying "Even I've been to such situations, don't worry, let's accept it". I don't understand one thing, If my finger was cut with a knife and it is bleeding, when I show it to someone with a pain and that someone says, "Yes, Even I've been to such situations, Don't worry, let's accept it". Could see a logic missing in it. So now, I should accept their experience and forget that my finger exists and carry on with my work. That's....!

                                           

I've seen in many cases. But if you see deep, they have a very good concern on you and want to show their empathy and help you not to feel bad. But why they put "Negative" inside is just they don't want you to feel low to any situations at any time and go forward and face them. (Let's take everything in positive).

At that instant that might hurt and we may feel it as "Negative" but the actual "Negative" is something else which you've to think deep.

Let's think about the "Negative" in self approach. What you do in front of a group is a photograph, what you do when you're alone is a negative. What you feel when you aim for something is your negative and what you do when it comes live is a photograph. What you wear, be it a mask or be it someone else, but the other guy who fights to come out of you but couldn't is a negative.

Just to impress others, people pretend to be others, act like others rather than being self. Might give you pleasure or a name at that instant. Neither you have a self pride nor you be like you. You're just losing yourself.
My only intention is to protect the negative which is inside sleeping for hours, days and years. Never think negative but protect yours. Never believe in negative but believe in yours. Never capture other's negative but never negative your negative. Too many negatives were intentionally used to change the meaning of negative.

Negate the Negative world, grow up with your own NEGATIVE. Because at the end you alone have to positively be active. You might think that this guy shared all the negative feedback, ate our minds with all the "Negative" Sh**, could have been much better if we saw a complete negative movie..bla bla bla. If my guess isn't wrong, atleast a few will start counting number of negative words.

Be one to the world, be the true you and that will be the reason for self-development. If you really want to be polite then show true politeness by letting go off all the negative and be normal and be at peace. Your world, your soul and your Negative. And...I've got my Negative, did you? 

-Sarath Koundinya